seriously!!!!

my friends have been WAY too nice this year for x-mas! it's crazy!!!

...i don't even wanna know how much they spent....all i know is that its WAY too much!

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first time ever that i went x-mas shopping for a LOT of people....like a dozen (possibly more i think? lost count...lol)

nothing but good things happening...of course the occasionaly bad thing but luckly it wasn't drastic...

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couldn't have asked for a better x-mas

-my family is healthy and well
-all my friends are safe and for the most part happy
-and for once i'm enjoying the holiday

happy holidays everyone

~Nesura

I can truely say i'm happy again....

I can say that i'm loving my life...and all who are in it

I can say "I love you" to her...cause I know she loves me back

^-^

Extremely happy right now...miss my girl like crazy since she lives a good long distance from me...but that won't stop us...

for the longest time...i never understood it...never felt it...never appreciated it...

i let it go to waste once...but caught it again my second time....

sadly had to let that go...still hurts to think about it, but you gotta move on

a third pops up...but there is no change...too far to reach out...not even close to grasp

the fourth shows up unexpected....got a chance, but she's still young... not sure if i could

four important people...two males... and two females...all important to me someway or another

how can i begin to understand the...."LOVE"....i feel for each of them

why cant it be easier...why doesn't this "LOVE" just show up right now

what a confusing word it is...."LOVE"

Last week the grass was green and the weather was pretty nice....

BUT NOW....

SNOW!!!
and a shit load of it!! 0_0 everything is so WHITE!!!!

now i'm from Wisconsin...a state with a TON of snow...and i HATE it with a passion...i can't stand being cold...i can't stand snow...so right now i'm dreading it

actually, when i think about it....i have been dreading a lot of things lately

kinda been a negative nancy lately...really don't wanna deal with certain people...though they keep popping up....literally

i want to be left alone, but at the same time, i hate being alone....sigh am i confusing or what?

people who i normally talk to just seem to bug me lately...while people who normally get on my nerves are the ones who i want to talk to and enjoy talking to them

i really gotta get my people straighten out....maybe then everthing will make more sense?

please?

for 's Secret Santa Project!!

Dear Secret Santa:

I hope you have fun drawing whatever one you end up choosing!

Thanks again!!

1)My OC, Nesura...heres a slight describtion of her:
- a woman in her mid 30's,
- controls the elements of water and ice,
- long blonde hair, its either loose or in a low ponytail,
- her eyes are deep blue
- she is always wearing blue, whether its dress or a long flowing skirt with a simple but elegant top
~ I have yet to draw her, realistic people are not my strong suit, so I am very open to see what you come up for her, if you choose to draw her

2) NaruSasu/SasuNaru:
i love this pairing to death!!! i dont matter to me who is uke or seme!

3) A NaruSasu/SasuNaru scene from one of my fanfics:
i have two fanfics on NaruSasu/SasuNaru...any scene from either story would be awesome! below are the links to the fanfics
Special Surprise [link]
Turn of the Tables [link]

4) Cover design for "Evolution":
me and two other friends have been working on this book we came up with about a half a year ago, called "Evolution"...i think it would be neat to have a cover design for it...i'm really open to anything, the only thing i ask is two include the following elements in the cover somehow (the elements are paired up):
- fire and darkness
- water and ice
- earth and lightening
- wind and light

I look forward to see what you come up with Santa!!! Thanks again!!